Friday, December 29, 2006
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You know what annoys me the most about you?

It's the fact that you said everything so simply, the way an adult might tell a child the sky is blue.

You can think I should be more understanding. Well, I say you should have seen the anticipation taking a nasty turn for disappointment in my eyes. For many times, so many times, I feel so wrong about this whole damn thing. It wasn't like this in the past. Why now?

All these only bring me to one conclusion. Everything you've said is more than a broken promise and so fucking much more than a lie. You made me feel that I need to seek refugee in a place where I can learn to cope with this.

You just made me fucking upset but you can still call me a loser because I'm hoping you'll go through all these as well. Like a fucking repeat, only this time round, you'll be in my shoe.

P.S: If you think I'm talking about you, then I jolly well could be talking about you. :)

With love at 4:22 AM,
Joan


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