Monday, September 18, 2006
You used to be around me and I used to talk about you to my friends. You used to laugh at me and I used to blush at your tease. How I hate life when it starts to take a negative kind of amusement for a turn.

All just seems too perfect but a pity, only to our naked eyes. Many things just appear to be what the eyes of the beholder sees, but we both know we want something more. Just like how we seems to be physically in a classroom, but our minds are not really on the books, we even wanted to get the hell out of the school and now, we wish we can turn back time. Like how you seem really nice and sweet, but... I can't seem to fathom what's on your mind; your complexity is wearing me out.

Simplicity is something too much to ask for and I never ask for that. How, you tell me, can we ever lead a simple life when our mind is ever so complicated and mysterious that at times, you can't seem to right a wrong, let alone differentiating what's rational and what's not? I know you couldn't give me a reason, so I didn't probe. In fact, I didn't even ask a single shit from you. Nothing was beyond you. So, you tell me, how did things take a turn to end up this way? Why do you look so nonchalant while I can't do anything but helplessly seeing you tearing a few pages off my life? Just tell me... Was I dumb? Or was I hallucinating? Were you there all along? Or were you not?

On a lighter note, work has been nice but whatever it is, Monday blue shall exist forever. Long live, Monday blues!

Gotta hit the sack now. Till then!

With love at 1:33 AM,
Joan


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