Saturday, July 08, 2006
I'm feeling so jaded, I just want to coop myself up and never talk to anyone.

It's so irrational to allow your emotion to take control and nobody should ever try that. NEVER!

I fucking tried to pretend nothing had happened but I kept feeling the cold knife on my skin. It threatened to pierce through my skin as if knife and blood should even be allowed to be seen together.

I've did so many irrational things and I have no idea which one should I be regretful of. I know I'm a horrible person but I just need some time to think...

One thing for sure... From this moment on, I'll rather make sacrifices than acting with emotions.

It's so noisy outside and it's so quiet in here
It's so hot out there but I'm so cold within

With love at 1:56 AM,
Joan


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