Sunday, May 14, 2006
Don't think you can extinguish my hopes forever. You don't have that kind of ability... yet!

I'm no angel but seriously, ask yourself... and if you're in doubt, ask your conscience. Am I not good to you, no? Did I mention how horrified I was when you casually said, "Oh, we weren't talking anymore."?

I'm horrified, upset...
I'M EXASPERATED!!!!

It definitely did not stumble upon me one fine day that I shall stop bugging you. It may sound insane but there seem to be a guideline to make a call and unfortunately, I can't seem to win with debating myself to call you in the middle of the night to talk about mundane things that seem to upset me. Yes, in case you didn't know, girls get upset over unimportant, mundane things.

Yes, I do know that time after time, you assured me that it's totally okay for me to call you anytime in the day or night. Well, I know and I'm not going to be shy, picking up my phone and dial your number at 3AM in the morning, but you know what?

The next thing I knew was that you called less and less. Truthfully speaking, I'm not bothered by that but the fact that you actually said, so bloody casually, "Oh, we weren't talking anymore."

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm stupid and insane so please, before I draw any conclusion, tell me WHO IS NOT TALKING TO WHO?

With love at 12:41 PM,
Joan


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