Sunday, January 14, 2007

EDIT



I've moved!

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With love at 5:17 AM,
Joan



Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Just a random thought...

Over the years, do things that had happened mellow us?

More or less, I think it does, but for the better or worse, I can't be certain.

Okie, let's just be honest here... There are indeed things that happened recently that actually makes me feel this and I keep telling myself, "Joan, when the hell can you ever learn your dumb lesson?"

I constantly tell myself that, in hope that this "sinful" thought will cease to exist but apparently, the answer I concluded seems to be never, thank you very much. It is happening and I can't sit there in pretense that your action is not disturbing me.

If I've hurt you, I'll sit beside you and ask,
"Do you like that?"

Perhaps when things take a change for the worse, you can only hope karma will get the better of them and teach them a damn good lesson. You cannot expect people not to look at you through tinted glasses when you choose to see the world through your rose tinted ones, yes?

So... do you like that?

With love at 4:32 PM,
Joan



Friday, January 05, 2007


No intention of watching but no regrets!




Sinful, yes, it is.
Because it leaves you wanting more...
And more...
AND MORE!!!


Sleep sacrificed for some midnight karaoke!


Then again, sometimes it's nice to just hang out, have fun and forget that we I have work the next day. :)

With love at 4:02 PM,
Joan



Monday, January 01, 2007

As the year wraps up, or I should say it has been wrapped up, I would say 2006 has been a rather fruitful year for me. I survived those times I thought I'm going to fail my assignments and exams. The period where I panic and start worrying to the submission day, with everything accomplished feels so magical. Haha, I can't quite put that in words and I'm not sure what drives me to pull through those damn times but I'm certainly glad that it has been gotten over and done with. Phew...

Then comes the time where I took an emotional rollercoaster ride. Coping with this emotional stress alone can already be quite a handful and the school had to act like a total bitch. Oh well...

This is the year where I stopped talking to a good friend for almost a year (it felt like 2) because of a stupid mistake. But this is also the year we were friends again. I'm not sure about the other people but I think it is true for me... Not trying to defend myself or anything but I learnt that I became a little too stubborn (okie, maybe a lot) to accept facts when I care too much. The price of this lesson? Priceless.

Experience of the year will be working in the bank during the last semester break.

In 2006, I also made a financial commitment which I am going to follow religiously. Have to. All thanks to always-in-a-meeting-whenever-I-call ZW.

Okie, that's all I can think of now. Of course, if I want to and have the time, there's a whole long list. All the silly moments, mean things I've said and nasty events that took place, it all happened.
Okie, so I guess I didn't waste yet another year, since I'm able to surprise myself with things I thought I'll never do.

Last but not least, 2006 marks the last year where my age begins with a '1'. Hahaha...

Sad to say, the brand new year does not entice me into anticipation for anything, at least as of now. Endurance for 6 more weeks can be quite a tough thing to do but let's just say I'll postpone my appointment with my joy till then, which will leave me a little something to anticipate. Whoopee...

As they say, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. Endure and stay strong, I shall.

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Some pictures overdued for posting...


Dinner at Secret Recipe.












Toy'R'us is fun... I never fail to feel like a kid in there.
















Goodbye 2006! Hello 2007!

Yeah, I guess one of my New Year's resolutions is not to be lazy when it comes to editing and posting pictures in my blog.
Never mind about pictures being overdue. We believe in quality, yes? Heh...

P.S: I ate 5 Rochers while I'm blogging.

P.P.S: I feel the need to sleep again. Monday will be so wasted... Then again, gee, I never knew of one Monday that is not wasted.

P.P.P.S: Make that 6 Rochers, thank you!

With love at 3:40 PM,
Joan



Friday, December 29, 2006

[Edit]

You know what annoys me the most about you?

It's the fact that you said everything so simply, the way an adult might tell a child the sky is blue.

You can think I should be more understanding. Well, I say you should have seen the anticipation taking a nasty turn for disappointment in my eyes. For many times, so many times, I feel so wrong about this whole damn thing. It wasn't like this in the past. Why now?

All these only bring me to one conclusion. Everything you've said is more than a broken promise and so fucking much more than a lie. You made me feel that I need to seek refugee in a place where I can learn to cope with this.

You just made me fucking upset but you can still call me a loser because I'm hoping you'll go through all these as well. Like a fucking repeat, only this time round, you'll be in my shoe.

P.S: If you think I'm talking about you, then I jolly well could be talking about you. :)

With love at 4:22 AM,
Joan



Monday, December 25, 2006

I had the hardest time on Earth, lugging my filled-with-love presents to town. It was so crowded, can! Like the fucking over-priced food isn't enough.

Anyway, all the messages from friends who had received my presents make it all worthwhile. Especially this one...

Hey! Thanks for the presents!! You deserve a Gucci bag! :) Anyway, my colleagues are all aiming at the *censored* Haha. Happy holidays! ;)

Haha, still can remember I tried to blackmail him a Gucci bag for Christmas!

And, pardon the censorship, it's exclusive to friends who had been hanging and poking around, whether I need them or not. Okie, I think my girl friends are going to raise an objection on one exceptional case if they read this. Know what?

Objection overruled! Heh...



It's still Christmas, after all. So, have a blessed and...



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Some random pictures!


Such a TV addict. Can don't eat, don't sleep, don't care.


That's Jodi after you switch off the TV. That's Codi, cute beyond words. And that's the jellies I made, which Jodi claims she did assist me in some ways.




I look white as sheet. Or is it just me?

Anyway, I'm so tired. So TTFN!

With love at 3:37 AM,
Joan



Wednesday, December 20, 2006



It's finally sunshine after the rain.

No more dwelling,
Time to get practical.





Hello World!

With love at 11:44 AM,
Joan



Monday, December 18, 2006

My favourite Christmas song...

***Song "My Grown Up Christmas List" by Kelly Clarkson has been removed by the author***

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help, somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown-up Christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list

As children, we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree

Well, heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth?
Maybe only in our blind belief
Can we ever find the truth


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No matter how much effort you put in, how hard you tried and how ever badly you wished for it.
There are so many times you wish for something and know it can never come true.

Oh, damn you, Monday again!

With love at 4:28 PM,
Joan



Thursday, December 14, 2006

Hoi polloi!

I do hope people are not reading this after Christmas because I've decided to declare off hibernation now. I've been trying to blog since Monday but I'm seriously so busy, I can't find any time to do so. Anyway, I'm not in the best condition to string up proper sentences for my thoughts are all jumbled up. Maybe I should blog about them at night but I'll see about it... Oh, what a procrastinator I am!

Anyway, I was reading a friend's blog last night and I have a totally different view about this guy now, as compared to the first time I met him. It has never cross my mind what drives him to work so hard and influence others with that contagious smile of his. The reason being simple is just to make someone's day happy.

He always make me smile, so I want to make someone happy too. Don't be stingy with your smile, it doesn't cost a thing. So... don't sulk and smile! :)

I'm too lazy to post these pictures one by one, so what I did was simply putting them together and posts ten pictures as one conveniently. Hehe...



It's so amazing how babies grow and learn so quickly. I haven't seen Codi for say, 3 weeks and he has already learn how to speak single words like bird, car, flower, full and scared to convey his message across to us.

And as you can see, Jodi is the one who made all of us participate in board games. It's like Monopoly, but apparently you are always fined for littering in Tampines. Yes, it's a Tampines Monopoly!



Our purpose of visit that day was to bake some cupcakes because Jodi, being the itchy backside she has always been, wanted to bake a cake so badly. And so we did and ate the fluffiest cupcakes you've ever eaten. Straight from the oven. Totally heavenly!

Oh, by the way, I always thought that motorbike is cool. It operates on battery but it's different from those you see little motor vehicles you see around your neighborhood where you can rent for $2.50 for 10 minutes. Trust me, this is so much cooler because whenever I bring Jodi to the park with this motorbike, the rest of the kids look with envy in their eyes.



That freaking hen is so entertaining. It moves around, singing some English songs and at the end of each song, lays an egg. Entertaining, right? Haha...

With love at 2:28 PM,
Joan



Wednesday, December 06, 2006

I won't say I need preparation for this
But you've caught me off-guard.
For a very long time, I haven't felt like this.
Don't you worry; if this is what you want, it's all coming back

Not for long...
I'm keeping my soul away from you




This will be temporarily abandoned
Until Christmas
Meanwhile, I'll survive with the only happiness I can think of
(Well, people, you should know what! :))

With love at 5:39 PM,
Joan



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